I am a female diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder and often experience hallucinations of seeing ghosts.
After a period of counseling, my situation improved significantly.
Recently, only when I masturbate, I will suddenly see some images related to ghosts, which makes me wonder: what kind of relationship exists between sex and ghosts and gods?
In the context of the diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, if we assume that this diagnosis is reliable, it is difficult to perform a detailed clinical assessment due to limited information, so I can only give some general ideas for reference only. If possible, it would be best to discuss this directly with your counselor.
This begs the question: what has kept you from telling the counselor about this situation yet? Perhaps it is because the trusting relationship between you and your counselor is not yet deep enough, or is influenced by factors such as traditional culture that make you apprehensive. As things stand, you may not feel it is appropriate to explore the connection between seeing ghosts and sexual drives with a counselor at this time.
But since you brought up the issue, it means it is confusing you. As your mental state improves, you may be more willing to share this sticking point with your counselor. For now, the core issue may be that you can't fully embrace the phenomenon of seeing ghosts while masturbating, which creates some anxiety or other negative emotions.
Demonic symbols are like dreams and cannot be summarized simply. Why do they only appear when you masturbate? It may have to do with feelings of sexual experience and inner perceptions of sexuality, such as growing up where you may have inadvertently associated sexual experiences with something mysterious and uncontrollable. As this relates to personal experiences, no rash conclusions can be drawn, but it can be used as an entry point. Through in-depth communication, answers may slowly emerge.
I wish you all the best! The world and I care about you. Feel free to like and follow if you find it helpful. Suggest talking to your counselor about this at the right time.