I'm 20 years old and I have a crush on a guy, but he always ignores me. In order to see him, I have to take a taxi for half an hour every time, and I can only go at night because he's busy at work during the day. Even though I was tired inside, I happily stayed with him, including sleeping. He knew I liked him, but didn't show any sign. Once he directly coldly said that he has a favorite girl, but also said to delete each other, and then pulled me black. I was in so much pain that I couldn't let him go, and after a while I added him back. I said I would like to meet, he reluctantly agreed, I immediately resigned from the field work to rush back to see him. The result is another night meeting, the road I heart seven on and off, clear that he does not like me, meet purely for that thing, but I still endure, this feeling makes me heartbroken. After that night, he disappeared again. I told him I found a new job, and want to be in the same city with him, he has not heard back. I told him that if he really doesn't want to talk to me, just say so and I'll quit and not bother, but he won't even fart and it's hard for me. I don't know what kind of mentality he's in, I realize I'm wrong and I'm begging everyone to help me come to my senses.
Sister, honestly, I think you're quite heartbreaking, but the poor will have something to hate. You know that this man is a scum, do not love you, but still hard to stick to. You know that he only wants to play, you still die for him. Obviously clear that his figure is to sleep, you still time and time again to send the door. You are devoted to him, but he only wants to take advantage of. If he continues to be like this, you have to put yourself into it. If you still can't separate, can't let go, then you can only live to suffer. If you don't realize it, you'll never get any good results. Reflect on it, you are still young, for love to make some silly normal, but can not always silly. Hurry up to start a new life, find a person you love and truly love you, in order to find happiness!